The crucial point and dilemma I had is am I get abandoned by this world? I means I try to ask someone out but it's just no one I can ask. Literally, no one. Not a single one, but fortunately thanks to my best friend again, I finally make a new friend who makes me start to think about my life , who I am and what I actually want. I just realise I always change myself according to surrounding expectation. However, that's not who I am! I am who I am,
- simple girl,
- don't like complication stuff,
- be nice,
- sometimes talk mean and bossy,
- used to be spoiled kid by family and friends.
- Like to act mature,
- a lot fancy about relationship.
I am who I am, and one true fact about me is 宁缺毋滥,which means rather have nothing instead of having something that's not what I want.
Not sure whether this new guy will be my permanent friend in the future, but thanks for making me realise something I've lost last time. :)